Tattered Seams
I have a theory that behind every confident person is a series of mishaps that noone ever sees. People always view me as a confident person who has it all together, but I know that I am no different than them.
Why Tattered Seams?
Tattered Seams....the kind at the bottom of your shirt or pants that you know should try to fix so that you can look so put together on the outside... to hide how not put together you are in the inside.
I think I need a goal, but I'm afraid I'll start something and not finish it.
And the bad side is just sitting there. All alone. With no check marks. I know that is good that there's nothing bad yet. But...
So wonderful! I can't wait to hear what comes next!
I'm not an amazing writer, but I do think I have a passionate voice.
xoxo
It's very disappointing.
I've lost my voice. I want it back in a bad way. I need a muse.
Like I always say, I'm working on it...
I'm working on it...
I hate constantly being wrongly accused of my intentions.
These things don't feel good.
Not sure I would choose that, but equally unsure I like the bullshit.
"If we don't show anyone, we're free to write to anything."
-Allen Ginsberg
I'm working on it.
I feel a sense of urgency.
I'm currently dating.
And, I spend a lot of time thinking about the person I want to be.
It's a reminder about how much doesn't change very fast. I have been feeling like I need a bigger change in my life. I feel like I need to uproot something. My house? My volunteer gig? My friends? My job?
I have been looking more closely at graduate school and job options. But I'm not sure if any are the cure for my feelings.
Since PJ died over the summer, I'm reminded how short life is. And I spend a little more time counting my blessings.
Tattered Seams
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bleeding heart
"Go into yourself. Find out the reason that commands you to write; see whether it has spread its roots into the very depths of your heart; confess to yourself whether you would to die if you were forbidden to write. This most of all: ask yourself in the most silent hour of your night: must I write?" -Rainer Maria Rilke
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